Monday, July 10, 2017

Fetus Me

When I look back at this blog and see the years slowly adding up on how long I've kept it, I feel a small sense of pride. I think I value quantity or quality in this case. I haven't kept up with this blog, even when I initially made and had all the inspiration.

Can we talk a minute about the irony of this being titled "Just a Daily thought" and the fact you can count on one hand how many posts have actually been written on a day to day basis?

The creation of this blog when I was in the midst of a rough time in high school felt like the greatest escape I could have been given. Even years later when I was living a better life, adding to this blog always made me feel so good. Like when you have that one cool friend and anything you do with them makes you feel cool by association.

I'm grateful to my younger self for the creation of this, and I'm grateful to the friends that have followed it throughout the years.

I think the simplest way to put this is that I finally feel ready to let go of this blog, and to perhaps start a new one. Particularly, one filled with less teenage angst, sadness, and confusion. I try my hardest to not feel embarrassed of posts made by my younger self, but sometimes it's so hard to remember I was actually that teenager.

My chest feels physically warm as I near the end of my farewell post.

I think the last thing I want to something supremely cheesy, like I love you all and you've changed my life for the better.

Until next time my invisible audience.

Sincerely,
Better than you Found me